Tuesday, May 12, 2009
the days are going faster than i thought . things are changing .more things are coming into my life . sometime unhappy . actually i always had a wish from bi .
but im not sure it will come true a not ): hope she listens to me and do that luhs .
bi , i dont mean to control u too much .
i just don't want you to go astray . u may nvr know what may happen right?
im just afraid . not that i dont trust . just a fear in my heart .
i wish u to be a good girl to ur parents and me .
i wish to see u graduate from the school u always wanted to go , NAFA .
wish to see u having a good future . even i dont have ,
i want u to have a great future on life . not like my current life .
i always wanted u to live a better life than ur present one .
getting u penthouse liked u wish , getting what u wished for .
now i cant . im not rich enough to give u what u wished for .
but i will try to save . like now , im saving for itouch .
i just want you to get what u liked in life.
things u like , must belong to u .
so bi , pls dont think im controlling u .
i told u this before .
if a guy who dont love u , he would not even care whether u wana pierce all a not?
he would have just asked u go .
i love u too much that i dont want u to spoil ur future .
ur future must be brighter than mine .
so , hope u might have understood whether i just wana control u a not ?
if u think u want more space , u can come and tell it to me .
i wont get angry or wad ?
i want all of ur dreams to come true .
i will be by ur side surpporting u all the way alrights ?
and im sorry , if im controlling u too much.
im really sorry ):
