Monday, March 16, 2009
Amanda's leaving tomorrow morning ):
today morning , wakeup , prepare and left house .
straight went to find my beloved .
took a cab down to her house .
she was still sleeping at home .
so i went up myself .
went in her room , she was hugging her boulster and sleeping (x
she damn cute luhhs !
jump on her , asked her to wake up .
she dowan .
beat her on the back ;x
she dumbdumb , hug me and sleep again !
than i also actually sleepy , so i also sshhh abit alr .
slowly close my eyes . than ask her go prepare .
than she go while i sleep .
than ltr ,afta she bath and come out ,
we went down to swimming pool there , than met the rest .
than walk to MRT .
went in met another 2 .
train down to , harbourfront .
intended to got to sentosa .
so head ther , than went for breakfast .
afta that , went out was raining , so trip to ther was cancelled .
so , all hang around in vivo .
go arcade play awhile.
i no mood at that time , trying to be happy .
but whenever i think of it , i just cant be happy anymore .
it's equivalent to someone taking half of my life away .
went out arcade a while to cool down.
baby , came out (:
she talked to me . ask me not to think of it .
u guys might be thinking wad is it .
it will told in the end of the blog .
than arcade , went outside arcade ther , slack a while .
feeling much better luhhs (:
tan all sian , go inside walkwalk .
than all go home .
baby tired wana sleep .
so accompanied her go to her house .
than go ther , she slept a while.
started to think alr .
she also no mood luhhs .
than she was sleeping i guess.
than i was awake form around 6 plus thinking about it .
than 7 plus .mum say dad wan kp . dont care .
than baby ask me go home .
i just didn't wana leave her !
she asked me to go home .
i felt more sad .
i'll be more honest here .
tears came down alrights?
i know its a ps thing for a guy .
i just loved her alot .
i can't be happy , with her not near me .
she was leaving me and going overseas .
im pangseh-ed in SG -.-
wad a boring place .
flight tml , 6 am in the morning , tuesday .
coming back on , saturday , around 7 plus ,
flights landing .
isin't it fucking long ?!
how can i wait for so long without her sms ?!
and just talke to her in the fone.
and just talke to her in the fone.
gonna get a sms tml morning saying that ,
i have boarded the flight , and going off now
and msg goes on...
so wad im going to do in sg ?
i bet there will be some bitch and bastards who will
fuckingly come and cause problems!
saying ,' ehh u noe , deelan uh , he flirt girls while u were gone !
he damn wad luhh . still wan blog he so loving all .'
fuck u laa hor ?
i see any cheebye who dare say anyhow , i will fucking ,
hammer ur fucking face !
now all i wan is , her to come back as soon as possible !
she must have a safe trip there and back !
baby girl , i'll be waiting for u to come back from ur trip !
iLOVEyou
