Friday, February 27, 2009
yesterday and today ):
haish . why is this stupid fucking skul is like this ?!
cant they just give in ?!
should i transfer ? but that leaves her back . unless she comes along .
and i think that wont happen .
so i have to stay inthis stupid school till i graduat .i have no choice .
and now , its more dangerous .
im a guy who can't control my temper easily .
im afriad that i'll get caught for another case !
and there goes my place in bowen !
nw thats my second worry .
but my first worry is that ?
wil she change her mind by that stupid DM and fredrick ?!
i wish that not to happen . if it does , i will be totally heartbroken T.T
i wont be able to concetrate in my studies !
and there goes my future !
but i think , i mean i bet it wont happen .
i have trust in her !
if she breaks it , thats another story .
but i have full trust in her that she wont .
i know her very well ! i know she wont do that .
haish . tuesday she needs to see FREDRICK .
stupid drug addict face !
so what if we hold hands and walk huh?!
big deal ?
maybe his wife never held his hand before !
so jealousy ! and that farid , thinks his so big !
buthe is big in size only !
heart is black !
everything also must extra , like spotlight must stand there hold umbrella for FREDRICK .
stupid ppl !
and bi , i will never break with u no mater what !
i wont listen to that dogs in the foyer to break with u !
u're a person who will come once in a lifetime .
and ya , i caught u before u left !
and i'll never leave u !
whatever they say , just ignore . and nod your head .
than they will ask what you wana do next .
just say u'll concetrate in studies and not all this anymore . they dogs will listen to your command and let you off .
thats what i did .
and say u'll think about all this n change yourself .
but the only thing is that ,
no matter what happens , we mus never part , listening to them .
FREDRICK will ask u to break infront of your parents .
if u feel shy or wad just say dunno . can alr .
ask them to give you some time .
than a while of talking they will let u off alr .
truth is , my parents , fredrick and fat dog ,
asked me to break with u .
but , i wont !thats a promise and swear !
swear cant be broken .
so trust me !
and bii , im not sure u enjoy my company ,
but i reli love ur company and you !
so , please don't leave me ! T_T
