Friday, March 6, 2009
just got a case afta so long !
wtf ?!
theft case now ! and last year wan . september happen , now than talking abt it .
damn stupid and waste of time ryt?
go find other new cases luhhs . find this stupid theft case .
i find damn stupid . now my case open alr .
haish ! i feel as if i don't have any future any more !
was called down to senkang police station this afternoon .
and ther , i have to see this guy named steven . he is the guy in charge of my case .
first wen ther , go in the investigation room .
den he asked me wad happen all .
i also told all the truth .
den he type out in the com luhhs .
he type damn fucking fast !
than , tell everything . he told me , what i said was all the truth . so i no need worry .
than ltr he ask me cal my father in . so i go call my father in , and i waited outside .
den he tok to my father damn long luhhs .than i waited outside like some dog .
than my father come out call me in also .than go in , he say i have to go for counselling .
but not confirm .
i may have to be brought to court .
according to the guy ,
if now im going for counselling , and my behaviour sucks , i will have to go to court .
and thats the end , boys home !
than 2 years ther ! its hell !
u have no freedom !
its equal to a jail !
u'll have to follow according to thier rules and if u dont ,
ur probation will be extended .
and than , i wont be able to see anymore !
she is the only happines i got left !
and if i go ther, its gone !
i wont be able to see anyone ! until im out .
i dont wish to end up ther . and if u go ther , its hard finding a job next time .
so i seriously dont wish to go ther !
or else my future is gone !
im now waiting for the letter to arrive . the letter is the thing ryt nw ,
which ddecides my fate .
i hope it says i need to go for counselling .
and i must behave myself in school and , mostly the whole of 6 months .
i must not get into any more trouble .
and if i do get another police case , i'll be sent to boys home without any hesitation .
i alr put 1 leg into the coffin . hope i dont need to put another leg inside .
if i do , my life is gone !
