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Friday, April 30, 2010
time, 4.46am. cant sleep. damn. u know how it burns?
im reli paying a very high price. and today, for the first time i got scolded that i was a fucking irritating guy..
u know how it felt? it felt as if i got stabbed in the heart.
i still talked and begged and begged and begged..
u know wad was next? it goes like this, u know i can file a report of threatening?
that felt worse. i stopped it. i told a week and no longer. thats the promise a week. so just restart it. i never msged or wad from 4 until now. but i got send 2. becus i reli veryvery scared.. thats all.. trust there will be fine.. anyway, now im currently being called names which suit me last time and not now, examples will be, ' skimmer, fucker, betrayer, evil bastard, fucking irritating guy, useless, thoughtless, heartless etc. people are calling me names like this. well my life sucks right now. the ' jie ' also hate me when i never offend her. everyone hates me. mum never talks to me. dad no time to see his face also. sister, mia? im currently like a street dog(: finding for food. haha. wad happens if there is no food? bye forever(: i wont get in ppl's way since everyone hates me so much. and theres no one to help me out too. hmm.. A's enjoying life everyday (: enjoy everyone. need cash. any work anyone? i no money for lunch all alr ): job please!