time, 4.46am. cant sleep. damn. u know how it burns?
im reli paying a very high price. and today, for the first time i got scolded that i was a fucking irritating guy..
u know how it felt? it felt as if i got stabbed in the heart.
i still talked and begged and begged and begged..
u know wad was next? it goes like this, u know i can file a report of threatening?
that felt worse. i stopped it. i told a week and no longer. thats the promise a week. so just restart it. i never msged or wad from 4 until now. but i got send 2. becus i reli veryvery scared.. thats all.. trust there will be fine.. anyway, now im currently being called names which suit me last time and not now, examples will be, ' skimmer, fucker, betrayer, evil bastard, fucking irritating guy, useless, thoughtless, heartless etc. people are calling me names like this. well my life sucks right now. the ' jie ' also hate me when i never offend her. everyone hates me. mum never talks to me. dad no time to see his face also. sister, mia? im currently like a street dog(: finding for food. haha. wad happens if there is no food? bye forever(: i wont get in ppl's way since everyone hates me so much. and theres no one to help me out too. hmm.. A's enjoying life everyday (: enjoy everyone. need cash. any work anyone? i no money for lunch all alr ): job please!
waiting for friday now.. why must my life now be like this? dont u think its too much for me? why suddenly u became heartless? u changed alot.. u were not a person i got in sec 1.. im sorry for things i done too. im just waiting for friday.. know u wont do wad i dont like. trust u..
I love you more each day
I miss you, every hour of the day
Longing to touch and feel you
To see you once again…
You told me you'd stay forever
That you’d love me and leave me never
But now it seems I’ve lost you
You've left me all alone..
Why did you ever have to go?
Why does my heart feel so alone?
I cannot face another day without you
Please come back to me…
I long to have you here with me
I miss the days when you are with me
Those happy times I'll cherish
My memories of you can't be erased...
I can never face the world alone
Without you by my side..
Please come back to me…
When can I hold you once again?
When can I hug you again?
When can I kiss you again?
I love it when i sleep on your lap and u stroke my head..
I love it when u hug me when im crying..
but not anymore now..
Please come back to me
I shall never breathe again
I will never love again
For my heart belongs to you..
Would you mend my broken heart?
Would you wipe my tears away?
Would you brighten up my day?
Would you just come back to me?
i was so stupid. my life was all about bike last time and i didnt even gave a thought about her.. now i reli regret everything.. i dont feel like riding anymore. i just one her by my side.. god, grant me this last wish in my life.
please just come back to me ..
how do u feel if someone does not wan to go out with u and tell u the person is tired or something but ltr the person is out with some other ppl?
i tried everything i could.. i tried to prove it things in every way.. but its just no use.. i spiked my hair like u used to like, i bought her flowers, i begged, i did everything i could.. i even sent 7 msg together 6 times.. thats a total of 56 msges i send.. i took more than an hour doing it.. but in the morning , i realise the msges just went down the drain.. i really duno wad to do anymore.. wish i can eat like normal now.. dont wish to be lying in hospital or wadever .. stupid life of mine..
last time i smiled joyfully was on last wednesday.. well, some times u see ppl around u happy, u will be happy. not normal people, but people u love. hope ure happy without me now .. enjoy ur life my .... nvm.
