my life is like getting from bad to worse .
first in Bowen life , it all started with cases in the school .
small cases . started like , never bring book . never do homework .
than this continues and so .
slowly cases gets bigger .
started with a , like er , long hair . got caught by Ms Normala and so .
and she cuts it . there goes my hair . than cases like fihgting .
it happened right after exam when i was in sec 1 .
i fought with a guy called , Lankun .
he was 16 or 17 ? he came from china . so elder luhs .
than got into discipline and so .
than next was like er , if im not wrong was also fighting ?
than followed by a smoking case by HSA(health science authorities)
the letter was sent to school . and i did not know about it. they sent it to my home to.
and so , this year , caught with a fight once again .
beat up a boy Raj from india .
he was like 1 year elder than me . i not sure 1 or 2 years luhs.
than , beat him till worse than all fights i got . this was the worse so far !
and i thought why am i hurting ppl ? so i changed.
tried to be a better person .
but when i change , i realised things happening around me .
people are like taking revenge against me . i did not get angry .
people treated me not the way they usually treat me.
i took it normally , and slowly , ppl left me 1 by 1 .
i was left with my Amanda .
She was always there for me when i needed someone .
She was like evrything to me . and when time changes.
she also had problems with her frens . and all were apart .
and today , all were back tgt . i dont get the same company as i get normally like last time .
after she had her frens . she needs to make time out for both .
i understand . she is also stress in making time for both .
so i took it normally and was happy . but realise , it gets worse .
more things changes . and i duno why .
im sorry for today . did not know u were in a bad mood .
scolded u for fun .and u got angry . im really sorry .
but i dont understand why .
im in the wrong .
im always in the wrong . thats whhy i told u in the start , ' I'm a failure. '
i cant never make ppl happy . although i try .
i can nvr achieve something i really try for . im just a idiot who knows how to be clown,
but do not know how to keep my girlfriend happy ):
im really very sorry .
Hello !
Mrs Deelan here :X
Hees~ helping tht lazy boy t post .
Well , love sick .. Both of us are sick ! T.T
He didnt attend school this 2 days , as for me , ive alrdy skipped 4 days lesson ;x
But not continuously 4 days of course .
Gratz this boy for getting 23/30 for his science test !
First time okays?! i mus really buck up alrdy ! TxT
I wish t see him tmr ):
talkin on th phone with him , or i should say wasting money .
He's playing game , im blogging ..
So yah , u can even hear th ants talking -.-
I shall end here (:
My blog's also dying T.T
BYE!
tagged by Darling (:
1.beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
-cheek (x
2.how do you feel when u wake up this morning?
-feeling hurt ):
3.who was the last person you took picture with?
-My girl (:
4.would you consider to be spoilt?
-er , no ?
5.would you ever donate blood?
-er , i guess . if a person is in need (:
6.do you have a good fren of the opposite sex?
-uh huh (:
7.do u want someone dead?
-er , yes . mayb , fatdick ?
8.what does your last msg says?
-T T okies. come online talk t me :B bi pls? awhile T.T <-- by baby
9.what are you thinking right now?
-my beloved wife's condition ):
10.do you wish someone was with u right now?
-OBVIOUSLY !
11.what time did u got to sleep last night?
-er , if im not wrong it is , 11 going 12 ?
12.where did you bought the t-shirt you're wearing now?
-er, options ?
13.is someone on your mind right now?
-isn't it like obvious ?
14.who were the last 3 people who text you?
-BABY , jingyew and my teacher xPP
15.tag 10 people to do this quiz .
1.counsellors
2.So-dek
3.louis
4.jason
5.tyas
6.belle
7.denish
8.Angelina
9.wilson
10.jordan
16.who is nuber 2 having relationship with?
-Anandi
17.i 3 a female/male?
-male .
18.if 7 and 10 get together what will happen?
-they are both guys!!hahs
19.what is number 1 studying about?
-er, i dunno ? students?lols
20.is number 4 single?
yeaps.
21.say something about number 5.
-good boy .
22.what do you think of number 4 and 6 together?
-er , the girl is older than the guy .
23.describe number 9.
-fatfat (x
24.what will u do if 6 and 7 fight?
hahaha !!! she will get beaten by him badly!
25.do you like number 8?
er , nope ;x not so close . lost contact alr .
having some ad times this few days . baby is changing for my sake .i just simply love her (:
hmmm , sports day ? was boring . usual . than went home latelate.
10o3o9
nvr go out . was tied down my darella . mum all wanted to go out. and they nvr . and she said , if i wanted to go out i gotta take her along.
so i also got no choice . had to stay at hm .
so stayed hm . do all house chores ;x
intended to see my darling but could not .
than thought of seeing her the next day . than mum and sisters went out .
so had to takkecarre her at hm . mopped the house ;x
i know its incredible but thats the truth .
im trying to be a better person .
hmmm , so today , got nth to do . stayed at hm . watch some movies at hm.
dad also watch with me . hahs .
darella was sleeping while mum all come back . nvr eat lunch also .
not eating properly nowadays. i coming thinner .
got nth to blog nowadays .
hope can meet her tml ):
